Failure to thrive

That's what it's called when an infant dies of multitudinous false starts. When they can't feed or breath on their own or keep their temperature regulated by themselves, or their heart just won't catch a regular beat.

In many ways, that's what Efx2 has gone through, though much slower than usually happens, but I started thinking about the false starts, the hopeful signs that it was starting to gain momentum, only to be knocked down again by some outside force.

But it was loved, and it's parents are loved, and those of us, honorary aunts and uncles, are saddened by it's coma-like condition. It seems like maybe the organ failure has finally started and it's beyond hope of rescue, this time.

Meanwhile, a little prayer for Keith and his family. I hope they are actually okay and just busy with Life, instead of the horrors that have crossed my mind. That's really the worst part- not knowing what happened.

You can find me here on Vox, though this is my private blog, and at LiveJournal, under the name Treasa- simplicity has it's uses. I don't blog much these days, but I do read. I would post links if I knew how. I also still technically have a blogger site, but I can't remember how to get into it.

IF Efx2 comes back, I'll return, just as I did when ModBlog went through it's death throes, but I've been here before and it feels the same this time, to me. Meanwhile, I guess I'll just keep trying to find those I care about that haven't already migrated here.